So I kind of want to ditch my plans of going medschool in favor of this budding plan to just stay somewhere. Funny because come to think of it, I have never been more attached to the idea of medschool this year compared to the past three years.

I mean, if I do pursue med… it’s school. And quite frankly, I’m pretty sick of school at the moment. Yes, I’m sick of it. Its such a bummer come Sunday evening remembering that you have school the next day. Its irritating come Monday morning and your alarm says you have to wake up for school. Its so hard to get up in the morning knowing that yesterday would be replayed again. And its so hard to pay attention when your mind is still on you bed asleep.

I wanna ditch med, at the same time I don’t wanna ditch med. I really don’t know. Have you ever felt that feeling wherein you see something happen and immediately think of someone? I have. Its like I see people blowing bubbles and think that I’d like to blow bubbles with this specific person.. the catch is I’d have to ditch medschool to be able to.

As of now, I’m planning to take a year off and just do things with… someone. The only question is would I have the willpower to return here after a year.

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